As I'm sitting here with all these *quite lovely* random thoughts running through my head, I felt compelled to share a couple things. Not sure I'm truly in the mood to write but I don't want some of these things to be forgotten. I don't think I ever took for granted the time I had with my children at home. I stay home for a reason, was always my "line". :) I am proud to say my dishes weren't always done and my house was almost always covered in toys or projects. I'm okay with that. I just want to encourage you to treasure the little things, soak it in, store it away, write it down, blog, take lots (and lots) of pictures, take pictures of the everyday, boring, things, take pictures of their toes, their hands in yours, those beautiful eyelashes (that when mentioned always makes your little boy roll his eyes), take a picture of the eye roll, watch them sleep, snuggle, make playdough, create a new recipe, make a fort, go on adventures, make everyday an adventure, have a picnic inside, let them dress themselves (ties with tshirts, boots in the summer, "church" shirs,) hold them, kiss them (whether they like it or not!), fall asleep with them, consider their dreams. I always say, "Someday I'll miss this". Well, for me that someday has come sooner than I ever expected. While I sit next to my Thao, I can't help but think back to our last day at home. My house was a wreck, but we got to watch Thao and Ava's favorite show (America's Funniest Videos), eat ice cream, and snuggle. Sure, I know there is a balance (sorry for those of you who had to look at my house!) but, I am thankful God started working on my heart so long ago about my priorities. I'm so thankful God allowed me so much time to invest in my little ones.
I know that Thao has the peace that only Jesus can give him right now. I wish I could explain how comforting that is. I was reminded of this as I read his favorite Bible stories to him today: Jonah, David and Goliath and Jesus on the Cross. Our God is SO big!
One more random thought: I have prayed that Thao would have amazing friends, to help him in his journey with Christ, to help lift him up, to be with, for many years now. If he only knew. :)